TO EVERYONE :(

I KNOW THAT YOU GUYS DON'T LIKE ME...

YOU .. YOU .. YOU .. AND YOU ..

I REALIZED THAT THERE WAS NO HUMANS WILL LIKE ME..

SO YOU GUYS DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ..

YOU GUYS DON'T HAVE TO FORCE YOURSELF TO SMILE AT ME , BE NICE WITH ME ..

I UNDERSTAND.

I ALSO HATING MYSELF.

I HATE WHY I ALWAY CARELESS , BEING SELFISH AND OTHERS ..

I ALSO HATE TO LOOK AT MYSELF ..

IT'S NOT LIKE I BLAME GOD FOR CREATING ME LIKE THIS..

I'M THANKFULL..

BUT BECAUSE OF MY BIG BODY , EVERYONE LAUGH AT ME..

THEY WILL SAY HATEFUL THINGS INFRONT OF ME.

THEY WILL NOT EVEN FEEL GUILTY WVEN THEY SAID ABOUT OTHER..

BUT HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN YOUR FRIENDS SAY ' OMG , WHY SHE RUNNING EVEN SHE'S FAT ' TO OTHER PEOLE BUT INFRONT OF YOU.

WHAT CAN YOU DO...

SMILE..?

ANGRY ..?

I CHOOSE SMILE..

I CAN'T ANGRY TO THEM..

IT'S NOT THEIR FAULT I BECAME LIKE THIS..

WHAT IF I WANT SOMETHING ?

THAT'S WHY I LOVE TO BE IN MY OWN WORLD ..

MY OWN WORLD IS MY IMAGINATION..

EVEN I CAN'T GET IT BUT I LOVE IT..

UNTIL HERE FOR NOW..