can i ?

why i'm so weak ?

if something bad happen to me , my tears will start to fall.

i want to be strong..

can i stop crying ?

i try my best to not crying but my eyes can't ..

why all people just look for my mistake ?

even it just as big as dust .

i never look for their mistake..

i don't even care about it.

i don't want to hurt my head just because thinking about others mistake.

i try to smile.. even right now..

after being hurt by someone.

cause i don't have anyone..

anyone that i can express my feeling..

express about how much pain that i go through this entire life.

someone said to me before..

" just express your feeling to me. i will understand and i can keep it as a secret "

but i just can say "thank you so much. but no thanks"

sorry , but i still can't trust anyone.

and i don't want to burden anyone just because of my problem..

i understand and i believe that everyone has their own problem.

but kamsanida..

i really appreciate it ..